just how it is

I keep feeling that there is a bigger truth out there..Do you ever feel that? I think people call it a crisis of faith, but as I am not christian, there is no crisis to speak of. It's mainly a feeling, a deep seated feeling that something is askew. Am I forcing people away? Am I seriously neglecting those I love? I have to wonder if continuing on my path is good for every one. When I do have time to be with those I love, they are occupied. With what you might ask...things. They have all seemingly managed to find an outlet that doesn't include me.